I used to laugh at Britney Spears’s self-shaved head, Lindsay Lohan’s cringeworthy public appearances, and Amanda Bynes’s incoherent … More
Tag: Anxiety
Unapologetic
I was once the type of girl who apologized for sneezing. I felt as if my existence put a strain … More
Fighting for Peace
I once thought recovery meant always feeling at peace with who I am. I envisioned having a perfect life where … More
Mauerbauertraurigkeit: On Social Anxiety
With trembling fingers, I delete an unsent text I spent hours mulling over. I shouldn’t bother them, I thought. I … More
Taking off the Mask of Mental Illness
Her mask shields her face as she watches the world go by; laughter erupts, couples dance as music plays. She … More
Reinventing Myself
I bit my lip nervously as I sat back in a cushioned chair. “But what if I’m nothing without my … More
Spinning
When I was 12 I decided that if I had little control over my life, I would control my body … More
Heffalumps and Woozles
When I was two years old, I went to Disney World for the first time with my family. Since my … More
Grieving
Some moments in recovery are more challenging than others. Although I wish I never developed bulimia in the first place, … More
My Bad
It is often assumed that people with eating disorders are narcissistic, vain and overly competitive. Of course, some people fit … More